Sick, sick, sick...

I'm tired of being sick.
I've been in bed for 4 days.
I haven't been able to see my girls.
I don't want to take the chance of giving THEM pneumonia.
I haven't really been able to talk to my husband...
I can't really talk because I start to cough every time I try.

And today is Meka's birthday.
I did go down and wish her a happy birthday.
She's having a party today and I cannot go. Donny has taken care of all of it, I haven't done a thing.
How lame.
I can't stand up long enough without my head hurting and getting dizzy, let alone, coughing and chancing my germs getting out onto them.

I told her I'd make it up to her.
I hope I can keep my promise.

I just feel so helpless and useless.